rough times...

I am not usually a negative person but things just aren't going good lately. This past week has been awful and I am hoping that this week will be better.  I turned in my tax documents without the signature so I was blocked from classes.  I turned in with the signature on Thursday and was still blocked from classes until Monday! (today)  So now I have 2 days to complete all of my school work that I had for the week.  I think it is going to be a long night.  I am having a hard time concentrating because the kids are running ramped and my four year old is beating up my 9 month old every chance she gets.  I have had to get up from writing this blog 5 times already!!!  On top of it all, I have work tonight.  I hope my husband can help me out and have the kids ready for bed when I get home.  I am unbelievably stressed out and I just need a break.  I can't keep up and I don't know what to do. On top of it all-  I picked TODAY to quit smoking (I've only been smoking for 4 months)  so it is making things seem more stressful than they really are.  I just want to SCREAM but I don't even have the energy for that : (  The complete lack of money is hurting us a lot too.  The holidays are coming up and I have no idea what we are going to do with all of the bills we have.